yellow!

hey guys! missing you a lot lately.

I realized it's been a while since I last opened this weird blog..
or should I say this freaky blog? (ah, who am I to judge?)

anyway, I'm in my very good health, no signs of influenza or severe headache.

so, it's July already.. I spent most of my time studying (lots of laughs, gossips and sleeping in UKS are included) my ass off. I had this big dream of studying in foreign countries.. yes, plural. and I know they put this high standards, which I (I don't mean to brag, but whatever) think with my grades (even thou it didn't get to the top 10 in my class) should give me a chance to get into those cool universities.

but as I lied around in my bed, I thought, "is it really what I've been wanting all along, study in a total strange country, coming to my so-called-home where there's no food at all, living alone? Gee. I don't want that."

and i thought of her. hell, its gonna cost a lot. shes got 5 kids already, i don't want to add any expenses. so i did a bit of changing plans. i was planning to go to the yellow university.

yes. UI.

i tried hard. i studied quite hard, not hard enough for her, I suppose.

I tried SIMAK UI, then SMUP (unpad), then Prasmul, then UMB.

the first result came from SMUP. i failed. damn.
then it's prasmul. failed again. hit me hard!
the next day, I remember completely, was 9 may, the result of SIMAK UI.

i spent the whole dawn thinking, damn.. Im going to spend my whole year studying to get into local university if UI wont accept me!

i woke up at 6. worried and all. most pf those univ posted the result online, but UI posted em in newspaper and online.

i was too damn worried, i was, well, kinda gave up already.

i cant tell you how miserable i felt when i started to search my number.

and it was under SASTRA INGGRIS.

lucky me.

YEAY!

that's all for now.